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• Vision • Resilience
- Clear - grew from littly family supported
- Details - Lack of mental health care
- Possible - walking alone since teenager
- live in the dorm since high school to 2nd year
of university
• Purpose - working with new people in
- Clear every workplace
- Details - staying calm & free in any situations, no matter
how difficult.
• Curiosity
• Empathy - experience as an artist trainee in a top
- Absolutely Cambodian entertainment C.
- experience as a dancer with a top Cambodian
dancer's member
• Story - Chose Banking, enterprise(luxury brand), startup,
- Yes and community to learn
- hangout and explore difference games
• Adaptability
• Land - from a farmer to a developer in city,
- Yes - from want to be a singer to want to be an
entrepreneur
- from a proven to a silence
• Innovative thinking - from a beauty heart to a good heart
- Algorithm course is my - from a silly with loyalty to a better player
favorite one in web programming
major, it make me overthinking, but I feel • Self-Confidence
enjoyed, it's like playing game. - attended the studio recording songs
- I chose to built mixed experiences - attended dancing studio and record videos
- I chose to built this static page - attended a welcoming an artist ceremony surrounded
from scratch instead of use libraries by multiple media
- I chose to published personal site - attended a fashion event
instead of portfolio, I could build - joined a live interview about Indigenous women
multiple portdolio in hour using ai in tech
but I don't interested in thise. - published some vedeos online sharing experience
- not seeking validation from people
- not bagging excuses or attentions
- mistakes is a training session
- not chasing for butterflies, I'm raising my
own garden
• Risk Tolerance
- lelf home at 15 without certain promises,
- not follow traditional education steps,
I've skipped some foundation like pre-primary,
grade 4, and grade 8 and jumped into the main
section in high school,
- 1st educators, 1st tech collaborator, 1st officer,
1st informal-singer, 1st informal-dancer,
1st reputation-builder, 1st transformers
in my family & the whole village.
- explored multiple industries without worrig too much
about career images,
- applied & signed 5 years training contract for
trainee-artist without seeking approval,
- trying international program without holding the
main key yet, just applied with a backup plans,
- lunching this static page and share experience,
maybe there are some people with high egos
about the facts would be feel uncomfortable with
my speeches, but I still keep the server alive and open.
• Persistence
- drop out after finished primary school.
- my parents didn't allow me to study, but I want freedom.
- I got so much time heart broken, getting blame and ignorance,
but never turning back.
- no one supported me for the first moved, until they did.
- no one put on eyes me for the first step, until they following me.
- multiple times requested without answer, untill just one small
complaint got noticed.
- earlier, there are somebody bullied me about my english pronunciation,
but now I'mma English-speaking trainer.
- when I was young, there are somebody bullied about my appearance,
until they requested me for love.
- somebody hated me without getting know me, until they eyes on me
and say "I was getting wrong on you" without needing an explanation.
- some villagers once gossiped on me that I'm a lazy girl,
now they tell their children to look up to me.
- born with neutral face and dangerous eyes getting much validation,
but that fine cuz I leave them out.
• Creativity
- Merging arts, tech, and education it's built an effective networks
for entrepreneurial rather than wasting budget on fake potential,
- Enter different boxes, collect knowledge and background to create
possibilities for unexpected transformations,
- Gather experience and references to build a strong fundamental
to support future move,
- I want to enter higher class, so I can't just follow the rules
was made for low or middle class.
• Networks
- dev,qa, infra,...
- cyber,devOps/devSecOps,...
- dancers
- producers
- artist manager
- doctor, pharmacist,...
- agricultural researcher, architecture
- community operators
...
not because I'm introvert it mean I'm lost resources,
I just selected some good resources.
not socialize but I found some touchable libraries.
• Self awareness
- I know I couldn't handle much random talk in the events,
it's such gonna drained my energy more than fill it in,
so I use lazy way to stay comfort and still got the resources.
Maybe not much, and I don't want that much, also don't believe
that much probably meet my quality standard.
- I see all my strength & weakness, what type of model would be work
and do not work for me. So, when someone told me to use their model,
it's...mm.. littly okay but not good.
• Long terms focus
- Sure, when I do somethig I'm not close the doors, but turn on the gate,
it mean I got everything but not evolved.
- Not getting envolved, nobody will feel free to bother me anymore.
- Was training to do difficult things before getting involved in the society,
so, I could if I want.
• Comfort with failure
- I've feel everything, family? friends? career? education? others? so I could
sitting and having coffee while the thing goes wrong.
some people ones said "I just can't do like her, could staying free while ...,
I would be feel uncomfort and ...", I don't mind
'cuz I think they're still a junior for their life.
- by being only an educated person in an uneducated family it's really hard to survive,
it's cause pandemic to mental health, and slow down my self-development. But fine! I'm
comfort now, not only with family, with everything.